Gatherings

Gatherings nowadays seem to be marking an end instead of something new.
Gatherings are supposed to be to keep in touch, but why do i have the feeling of a "i don't owe you anymore" meet up instead.

I've heard from somone that there will be a gathering to re-burn, re-kindle the fire in our hearts, to remember the good old days we used to have.
I hope I will be the one organising it, but the response won't be good i think.
This kinda gathering is 可欲不可求 one. Everyone hopes for it, but dun think anyone will do it.

There are some things that i've always wanted to do.
To re-organize, to fulfill some promises i've made so long agoto some old friends who "I dun think they care about it anymore".
So, when will be the big day? When will be the day in my mind?
Will it acts out like what I've thought it to be,
or most probably it will fail like the oh so familiar recent gatherings.

We are just focused in our own worlds, walking down a path of our own.
We shouldn't distort from it, so let us continue walking ba,
a route away from each other.
Until that day, that day in my mind that i imagined happens...

没有长时间的距离，怎么能感觉得出彼此的 bonding 始终没有离去？