Addiction

midis are very interesting...

I got addicted by this midi, from jia hui's blog not so recently...

midis are very interesting... Can listen for hours, repeat and repeat, soothing and calming.
yet, it affects your mood slowly, and after some hours, suddenly become moody, heart feel heavy etc. Yet, when I start listening to it, i can't stop.

I can only stop it before even hearing it at all.
Ah, coffee is a detrimental addiction to me liao, i dun want another addiction, in a bad way.
I know coffee is bad for me, makes my mouth smells, stomach to grumble, and 防臭屁。 haha...
But what can I do? addicted, esp. at night, causing late night sleep, upturned lifestyle, waking and sleeping at all the wrong time, wasting my day away waking at 2-4pm, and sleeping so late, wasting time dunnoe what to do in fron of the com.

Why am I getting more and more moody?
cos' i know and feel more and more things.
Think too much, plan too much, and is lazy and helpless to do anything.

I got major character flaw, I know myself too well, i know why i am unhappy about this, jealous about that, why i am angry, unhappy etc.

That's y...
I cannot accept this.

i shall not include any midis here in my blog.
I have no right to influence your mood.
or say, i dun know how to add one at all...