I really need to tone down
我不是说过只把她当朋友,慢慢了解吗?
但为什么每当寂寞, 夜深人静时就想 message 她,
而因等不到她的回信而如此悲伤, 寂寞.
I really need to tone down.
但我知道这想法很快就会烟消云散了.
esp. after she replied.
Saved: 25 Dec 2005 02:04:51
posted by yangyang @ 5:17 am
Sunday, December 25
但为什么每当寂寞, 夜深人静时就想 message 她,
而因等不到她的回信而如此悲伤, 寂寞.
I really need to tone down.
但我知道这想法很快就会烟消云散了.
esp. after she replied.
Saved: 25 Dec 2005 02:04:51
2 Comments:
Ur post on this has indeed struck a chord in me, making me ponder about the many senseless things i have done and thought of during the days when im pursuing the girl of my dream. She was the girl who i am really really serious about-at least i think it is. the period was supposed to be a damn critical period because exams was so near and many things were left undone on my desk,full of books and notes.Despite knowing and weighing my priorities clearly,i just cant concentrate and focus on my work.This is senseless.All i could do was to stare vacantly and longingly at my ever motionless mobile phone,waiting for her call or replies. So stupid.Im wondering if she gives a damn about me because for all i know,she might be mugging while a stupid fool is waiting for her to call.Wasn't i foolish? I try really hard to turn my focus on my whole damn load of work,but it just dun turn out that way.I feel so helpless and lonely like u,because at that point in time,she's everything.My world belongs to her and it simply couldn't contain anyone else.Like u,i tried convincing myself, 'hey come on! wad am i doing? who am i to her? Pls return to reality and study!!' I succeeded at last but that concentration only lasted as long as 10 min because she replied. She gave me rekindled hope...We discussed work on the phone but im only thinking of her and her voice,nothing else.Damn it i know im dead for my A levels.On thinking back, she called me because she needed assistance in her work,nothing else.She replied my smses because she feels the obligation to return her courtesy,nothing else.Above all,she treated me as a friend-only a friend,nothing else. Im not trying to discourage u from liking her because that's ur right but sometimes we really need to get down to earth and be realistic and rational about things.Being rational keep people going,prevents people from going the wrong way in life.Im not saying we are wrong because such feelings are so so hard to overcome. But we must rmb there are so many other things we can do,not only relationships.Im sure i suffered a very major setback in my pursuit of my dream girl,a really big heartbreak. It wakes me up really.If i hadn't been so persistent and keep smsing her,keep asking her out,keep calling her,things might have changed. we might be together now haha who knows. Take care. Hope my comments help. =)
Ur post on this has indeed struck a chord in me, making me ponder about the many senseless things i have done and thought of during the days when im pursuing the girl of my dream. She was the girl who i am really really serious about-at least i think it is. the period was supposed to be a damn critical period because exams was so near and many things were left undone on my desk,full of books and notes.Despite knowing and weighing my priorities clearly,i just cant concentrate and focus on my work.This is senseless.All i could do was to stare vacantly and longingly at my ever motionless mobile phone,waiting for her call or replies. So stupid.Im wondering if she gives a damn about me because for all i know,she might be mugging while a stupid fool is waiting for her to call.Wasn't i foolish? I try really hard to turn my focus on my whole damn load of work,but it just dun turn out that way.I feel so helpless and lonely like u,because at that point in time,she's everything.My world belongs to her and it simply couldn't contain anyone else.Like u,i tried convincing myself, 'hey come on! wad am i doing? who am i to her? Pls return to reality and study!!' I succeeded at last but that concentration only lasted as long as 10 min because she replied. She gave me rekindled hope...We discussed work on the phone but im only thinking of her and her voice,nothing else.Damn it i know im dead for my A levels.On thinking back, she called me because she needed assistance in her work,nothing else.She replied my smses because she feels the obligation to return her courtesy,nothing else.Above all,she treated me as a friend-only a friend,nothing else. Im not trying to discourage u from liking her because that's ur right but sometimes we really need to get down to earth and be realistic and rational about things.Being rational keep people going,prevents people from going the wrong way in life.Im not saying we are wrong because such feelings are so so hard to overcome. But we must rmb there are so many other things we can do,not only relationships.Im sure i suffered a very major setback in my pursuit of my dream girl,a really big heartbreak. It wakes me up really.If i hadn't been so persistent and keep smsing her,keep asking her out,keep calling her,things might have changed. we might be together now haha who knows. Take care. Hope my comments help. =)
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