NS Resolutions

1. Become more fitter...
-Running
-Basketball
-Badminton

2. Skills...
-Guitar
-Read books...
-da vinci
-yi jing
-etc.

借口

借口

翻着我们的照片, 想念若隐若现,
去年的冬天, 我们笑得很甜,
看着你哭泣的脸, 对着我说再见,
来不及听见, 你已走得很远,
也许你已经放弃我, 也许已经很难回头,
我知道自己错过, 请再给我一个理由, 说你不爱我,
就算是我不懂, 能不能原谅我,
请不要把分手当作你的请求,
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口,
请你回头, 我会陪你一直走到最后,
就算没有结果, 我也能够随,
我知道你的痛, 是我给的承诺,
你说给过我笑容, 沉默是因为包容,
如果要走, 请你记得我,
如果难过, 请你忘了我.

园游会

园游会

琥珀色黄昏像糖在很美的远方
你的脸没有化妆我却疯狂爱上
思念跟影子在傍晚一起被拉长
我手中那张入场券陪我数羊
薄荷色草地芬芳像风没有形状
我却能够牢记你的气质和脸庞
冷空气跟琉璃在清晨很有透明感
像我的喜欢 被你看穿 摊位上一朵艳阳
我悄悄出现你身旁 你慌乱的模样
我微笑安静欣赏 我顶着大太阳
只想为你撑伞 你*在我肩上
深呼吸怕遗忘 因为捞鱼的蠢游戏我们开始交谈
多希望话题不断圆游会永不打烊 汽球在我手上
我牵着你瞎逛 有话想对你讲 你眼睛却装忙
鸡蛋糕跟你嘴角果酱我都想要尝 圆游会影片在播放
这个世界约好一起逛

我 不像我

我 不像我



我不像我 不像我自已
流一滴泪 是为你哭泣
我不像我 疯狂爱上你
这一生只为一个人痴迷

爱上你的美丽 爱上你的狠心
那是一种我握不住的自信
爱上你的任性 爱上你的固执
我却不能忘记你从不 是谁的唯一

我不像我 不像我自已
流一滴泪 是为你哭泣
我不像我 疯狂爱上你
这一生只为一个人痴迷

爱上你的美丽 爱上你的狠心
那是一种我握不住的自信
爱上你的任性 爱上你的固执
我却不能忘记你从不 是谁的唯一

我不像我 不像我自已
流一滴泪 是为你哭泣
我不像我 疯狂爱上你
这一生只为一个人痴迷

那曾经孤傲的眼神如今在那里
为什么我没有转过身的勇气

我不像我 不像我自已
流一滴泪 是为你哭泣
我不像我 疯狂爱上你
这一生只为一个人痴迷

Yeah~!

Yeah, did something different today... I actually tokked to lewis about how i felt sia... feel so weird... and I cried while typing... wet eyes, then finally a drop came down from my left eye... hao xing fu ah, finally can blurt it all out liao, haven't cried for a long time liao

didi_bday 

didi2 

didi 

Sometimes i feel that i have no friends lor... Invest, Exploit, Manipulate, that is so true...

again

I dunnoe why i am typing this, but the kiss biag song is playing, the girl's eyes are blind now, now very hungry, maybe i will want to say how i am feeling now.

I feel my sec friends leaving, I resent the fact that my army friends are coming into my life so suddenly, I dunwan to commit into this friendship... to me, being a buddy is forever, it is not so simple... The more you're into it, the more you will fall from it. Perhaps, squall has affected me, his thinking is true.

As for the girl i thought i liked for so long, I do not like her lar, she is just a name, a symbol ba, there must be someone i should like at a time ba... then now is she lor, it is that simple lor... liddat lor. very easy, someone who shows show concern to me, i will like here lor. Songs will really change my mood sia... So~! you are my imaginary friend now ba. Maybe someone will click randomly and fall upon this shit leh, or one day i will surely end up telling someone about this... I know myself too well liao, i will leak this out, whether to zikai, or zihui, I will think i do silly things when i am in a happy mood, when i look back in my depressd or AP mood. And i will think i do silly things when i am in a happy mood looking into my depression or AP mood. Split personality? no, this is just me, I just want to attract attention.

Speaking of AA, most ppl who are outcaste, are AA ppl. people like michael, brendan, even alex... I sympathise them... they are just like me... It's only that i dun get outcaste ba... becos' i will act hypo sometimes. I go talk to them also partly becos' i want you all to think that i am a nice guy~! yeah~!, nice guy... I am jealous when karyong gets so much respect, when chinmeng said that lewis is a nice guy. Damn~! cb, i am just a nuisance, an AA ba, and i am thinking now how much attention i will be receiving with this blog, by acting with depression. Ha, and when the song changed to a lighter, nicer one, i will be thinking optimistic, to the original me, or hypo me, trying to AA again, and think that all these are crap~! AP me hates OPti me, and Opti me hates depressed me. We are enemies ba... but we got common goals, AA~!

first time..

IS there anyone out there looking at this? I dun know why ppl want to blog, why this thing even exists... But everything exists for a reason ba... I am feeling quite depressed now, on this oncoming friendship. I am very hungry~!

I am quite depressed now, so i choose black as the background. I dun even know why i am typing this. This is so stupid, no one will ever look at this even. Train my IT skills ba, leave ME alone~!