Happy Day

Today is a happy day,
but happy daes are hard to blog.
I can write out hidden, supressed feelings inside
me to let go and feel better.
but happiness is something which seems to be
shared and diminish in this case.

Well, today is the long-awaited Effective Comm
gathering. We had our meal at Fish n Co., with
me fooling around with the foods and
chatting around. I commented on your
pink T-shirt. Hmmm, I was supposed to meet
you earlier, predicted 7pm so we can be alone
for awhile walking around or visiting the library.
Too bad you reached at 7.20pm though :<

Anyway I had a lot of fun letting myself
go and being the me fooling around and enjoying
myself with my usual jokes & stunts. We celebrated
JiaPi's birthday, which was a day ago, got her
to stand while the staffs sing, and give out chocs
to the next table. There's a tinge of sadness
in me, that none of them except one, actually
remembered or even bothered about mine.
I was the one who keep track because of
this, and initiated the birthday thingy too..

Well oh well, I guess I can't be a big
boy anymore and learn to take it easy, yeah.
Hmmm, Daphne's shoes got "stolen", and I exchanged
it with mine. In the end, I got to chase
my boots down the escalator. Now I know how
nice it is to get to wear shoes walking around,
esp on an escalator. Its a blessing. Whenever
she got concerned, asked me how is my finger, did I
get my shoe back etc, I always got to avoid,
look away. What's wrong? Nervous, scared I guess.

Oh, she did mentioned that she can wear my boots,
a guy's shoes, but I cant wear hers, women's shoes.
But I did wear it for awhile, and she saw.
Hmmm... I looked down at this guy who exchanged
shoes with his girlfriend in the MRT earlier too.
Oh no, am I despised? Haha. She didn't
wear mine though, It just got stepped on mercilessly.
:x peeled prawn for you, are you touched? Still treasure
the little moment at the mrt with you, and you wore pink!
Again!