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“我受不了你们这些男人咧。。。
这么容易喜欢人，
被 reject 了就去找其他女人。
我通常第一次一定 reject 的。”

first time being commented liddat...

Dependency

In difficult times, we get to see each other's flaws.

And in almost-perfect relationships we seen it to be,
the flaws are usually fatal.

Tonight we know that we can't depend on each other.

- on bus 163

Restart, reboot

今天本应是我 “自闭症” 的一天，
放下所有的事，责任，负担，担忧，
只顾自己，单独地，自由地，做着走着的一天。

每当累了，不知所措了，孤独时就想这样，
完全没压力地乱走。

只有在这时，能心平气和地去思考，
面对近来所发生的事。
这时的我，连呼吸也变得缓慢，
呼吸着自由的空气，慢慢地品尝周遭的情景。。

我，好想和好动的你品尝这感受，
让渐渐越来越不愉快的你，
露出以往的笑容。

- City Hall MRT

improve

right now, I dun feel like doing or making any actions now

I feel myself not ready both physically and mentally

i am too immature, and this will end up hurting both the person and myself too

that's why i will hold back till i improve myself,

till the time when i think i am ready to give and protect,

then i will show it out, to whom i improve myself for

I dunnoe why, i see you sad,

i will feel sad too...

these few days, it's depressing.
and i cant find anyone to tok to.
i dunnoe where this wave of sadness come from,
again and again, but i do know how it begins.

I dun wish to make my problem your problem,
that's y i dun say.
It's at least a sign of maturity, at least to me.
maybe i am just asking for some concern
for some sense of security.

coffee dun helps...
y it won't helps...
even it deserts me
hahaha, i'm siao liao

I cried...