付出

每当付出过后还是离别，
这感情无法挽回。
天下无不散之宴席，人终究要离别，
谁也不能挽留。
但明知道离别的感觉不好受，
又何必再次付出投入？
自讨苦吃，自作自受。。。

坚决

你已说得很坚决，我也早已明白。
你不需要我，我也不适合你。
记事簿里没有我的行踪，故事本应没有我。
我又为何苦苦想像女主角是你，为你流泪为你心痛。
同样的爱情故事，彼此想像的主角却不同。
你说我像男主角，又说故事和你很相像。
。 。 。 。 。 。

童话

The mtv 童话 is really a very touching mtv... plus the story Dolce Vita, wha~ I'm really emotional now liao... Whatsmore today I accidentally deleted all messages... in my hp...

Now I look at my hp is like a dead thing... All messages are gone. Inbox and songs... Messages that I've kept for 5 years... from the oldest cantonese birthday song from jiun bin to the "Do you know how much i care, how much i love you, and will you be able to know all these if tomorrow never comes?" which dates back to the first anniversary of 911, sent on 11th Sept, the year after the incident... the messages about "wha~, jianyang sing simple love song to me, takes out hank and wipes the tears away." and "wha~ jiayang sing song to me again~! takes out hanky and wipes the tears away again". The two songs are 简单爱 and 安静 ba... messages later are "love you lots!!! thanks for always been there to encourage me when i ....???" I cannot really remember liao, although i always read them on trains, buses, when i feel lonely and needed to spend some time away. Later messages are "Hey, my L1R4 is 18, and I passed my maths and science!"

hai~ maybe this is a sign by 老天爷 to wake me up to move forward ba... Keep on movin'... a song that she remember me with... so 贴切...

The songs I've read are also centred towards her... now, 一次过, 一了百了, 一次过把全部都给忘了吧~!!!

但是我作得到吗???